enough

I tried something hard.

It was hard

and fun

and makes me laugh

thinking about how hilarious ultras can be

especially running with funny, loving women and that tall dude through the aspens at midnight.

People ask

how was Steamboat

and the thing I remember most

is my lights shining the dusty trail

how focused I was

how that type of commitment

feels so good.

Granted, I didn't finish the race

but in many ways the 80 miles I ran

feel like enough.