everything

everything

all at once

that's the way it goes

with these silly goals we make

'let's do something hard'

we commit when time is moving slow

when we're smelling the sunflowers and wild roses and cosmos

then boom

it's time to do the hard thing

and there are other hard things to do

and i'm scared

grateful

terrified

and a doctor shows up

out of nowhere

and i feel like i can't handle it

all

but hey,

why not try